My Sadness

Hhmmm...huuuhuuuhuuuhuuu...

Huuuhuuuhuuuhuuu...

Hooohooohooohooo...

Haaahaaahaaahaaa...

Every word they say’s a lie, a mask they wear

Their fake smiles, hollow eyes, hollow stare

I try to scream, but no one hears

Trapped in this echo chamber of my fears

Hearts that break, I wear mine like a scar

Carrying burdens too heavy to bear their bar...

They call me pretender, I fake my grief

But no one sees the cracks beneath my grief...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

Huuuuuuu...

If I could run, I’d run away

From all the lies, from this decay

But I’m tethered to my despair

In a lonely world that’s never fair...

So I hide my sadness in my hollow chest

Praying someday I’ll find some rest

Until then, I’ll keep this pain inside

A silent cry I cannot hide...

Tried to tell, but words fall flat

They dismiss, call me a brat

Tears fall down, unseen, unheard

My sadness just a foolish word...

Broken heart, bleeding slow

In a world that doesn’t know

Silenced screams, aching tight

Craving warmth beneath the night...

Haaahaaahaaahaaa...

Hooohooohooohooo...

Hooohooohooohooo...

Huuuhuuuhuuuhuuu...

Huuu...

I hate myself, this heavy weight

Burdened by the fake around

Wish I could escape, from this pain

Find some peace, break the chain

But I’m trapped inside my mind

Lost in shadows I can't unwind...

Ouhhh!

Put my sadness in my broken heart

Shelf my pain, tear apart

But it leaks through every scar

This despair, my falling star...

This is my story, my sadness deep within

Carved in scars, where no light's been

Fighting shadows, hiding the pain

Voices around, but all they bring is disdain...

I try to tell, but they turn away

Calling me a victim, just words they say

My tears fall silent, my heart breaks in two

They label me pitiful, when I’m just true...

I hate myself, in this broken shell

Surrounded by liars, living in hell

My feelings drown in a sea of despair

No one listens, no one cares...

Hooohooohooohooo...

Huuuhuuuhuuuhuuu...hhhmmm...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

Put my sadness in my shattered heart

A silent cry, ripping apart

No refuge, no solace, just silent tears

Carrying these burdens through endless years...

My story remains unheard

Lost in a world that is so absurd

Lying, false smiles around me

I’m just a ghost, longing to be free...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

This is, my story

My sadness

I can't pretends...

Huuuhuuuhuuuhuuu....

Huuuhuuuhuuuhuuu...

Huuuhuuuhuuuhuuu...