It’s gone.

Lift off we gone , or fuck you it’s on.

So you pick a fight so I won’t stay.

You got plans? I’ll go away.

I don’t have to yell, but I’m telling you you made me.

Pushing me down, misleading, I’m going crazy.

Verbal warfare, most of it’s at myself.

Complicated strategies stored on the shelf

This all seems to be so much

Too hard to repent,

It’d be easier for me to vent.

Like you, my soul is gone, and I don’t know where it went.

So in depth, when the pain hits and my brain’s gone what?

So me i’m Going up i’m going up.

Another shot, another I don’t give a fuck.

Left out in the dark can’t see which way is up.

Really, why now is it an issue?

Hold steady open up you’re gonna eat what I dish you.

Oh, now you’re crying here’s a tissue.

I guess in a way this is me trying to cope.

Through these Hoops, I’ve been jumping and the smoke.

Now we back on our shit the tension done popped.

I’m back in the settings. I’m needing a force stop.

(Time exposes this I cry it’s)

Too hard to repent,

It’d be easier for me to vent.

Like you, my soul is gone, and I don’t know where it went.

Unmanageable and I’m gonna gamble today.

No time to fuck around, hey what you say?

Overworked, underpaid.

Scene skipping in my brain.

Not sure why you make me feel this way.

See there’s no trust on the map.

No, not today that’s a fact.

spin it up it’s a wrap.

But before you go pull the knife up out my back.

So my spirit can go die when I turn around and snap.

Wait, I’m thinking pause first then I will react

Now stop run it back,

Touchdown a double pack!

Hold up I love you, baby, I’ll be right back.

You heard it all before oh damn, it’s like that?

Remember, I fight back..

I resist the attack.

Bring all you want, but I’m a double that.

(Just know it’s…)

Too hard to repent,

It’d be easier for me to vent.

Like you, my soul is gone, and I don’t know where it went.

Pain seems to not hurt the same .

when I’m sitting in flames.

It’s got me burning in your brain.

stuck in mine but who’s to blame?

spinning circles, is this your game?

If it is, I suggest you go hit reset.

You know, maybe go hit the bubble and baby don’t sweat.

You said be careful with my words. Shit, I respect death.

I’ll push em so they fly when I drop them out the nest.

Ain’t no losers in this home we demand the best

(Still)

Too hard to repent,

It’d be easier for me to vent.

Like you, my soul is gone, and I don’t know where it went.

Quick on the rise even slower to the stop.

Position we in destiny not!

Fabricating lies in your mind just to switch who you got.

Hating it all, wanting it to stop.

You can say it’s on me. This time It is not.

Rather it’s the opposite it’s you who took the shot.

Back to ducking out , runway, full circle to the start.

Stage one again, mend a broken heart.

The truth is coming and we all know our parts.

Like it’s fine now I’m running in the dark.

I got the herb, but now I need a spark.

Too hard to repent,

It’d be easier for me to vent.

Like you, my soul is gone, and I don’t know where it went.