Am I not or am I

I said it’s one more and I’m fine moonwalking on this line there’s no way that it’s a crime because I feel it every time it fuels a fire that’s inside something to stand beside advancing on this ride, but I’ll do it with honor stand beside my pride. I guess the time decides it’s my will it pushes drive. It’s a will to stay alive. You only see two options but there’s thousands in my mind take a look inside my brain. See what you can find. Thinking back to times were gauge by dollar bills were wives weren’t caught by dirty thrills. Look at now we trapped by pills adventure starts. We’re honing skills

a scary site. It’s super chills

Gerbils running I’m spinning wheels

Fuck too good she’s in her feels

Repeat attack shes in them heels

Life contracts, you know the deals

With this love, and time reveals

Her heart broken mine she steals

Maybe theres still hope inside

Second chance, the second life

Feeling broke I’m left to die

Yet still to God I do confide

Moving towards my seat beside

A window view I’m down to ride

Please take me home Is it my time?

Besides the point let’s do this line

Get back to us relive our prime

A waste of what no you decide

I’m dancing with the devil I guess we’re gonna tango

She whispered in my ear that the kitty taste like mango

No luck its sin baby you know how the thing go

It’s like we pray when we need but lately God‘s been kicking back

I’m screaming that I need him. I got demons on my back.

Soon be burning in the flame maybe streaming on your Mac

No big Brothers watching they positioned to attack

I’m screaming out come help me, but I keep on catching flack

Like really don’t you hear me it’s appraising. It’s a prayer.

It’s like the lesson isn’t over in this game of truth or dare.

Depositions ain’t begun the cases ain’t compared

I weighed back in the darkness engulfed by what is there?

No, we’re facing battles to which I will prepare

My mind is just a cage that stays wrapped around my brain

With 1000 fucking tunnels to which I go insane

They all lead to darkened corners where I’m forced to reload pain

Then sit there with that evil but hey, I guess it’s all the same

Snapping back to wake in hell I guess I am to blame

I know there’s something better but one cannot explain

Don’t need no son after the storm I like the beating of the rain

Or putting all this crystal straight into the vein back to lying about the facts, addressing issues with my main

Asking myself later, am I the one to blame?

Knowing that’s the devil, I fight back and spit the shame

She says she feels desheveled I think that I might feel the same

Now no one makes the finish line. There’s nothing left to gain.

Maybe theres still hope inside

Second chance, the second life

Feeling broke I’m left to die

Yet still to God I do confide

Moving towards my seat beside

A window view I’m down to ride

Please take me home Is it my time?

Besides the point let’s do this line

Get back to us relive our prime

A waste of what no you decide

Am I or am I not