Life Is Too Hard

LEXI:

My mom used to tell me a story

Sometimes I think it’s kinda boring

Used to call her “mommy”

But how she act like she don’t love me.

Used to call her “baby”

My life always starts with a maybe

Now everybody hates me

Can somebody please save me?

City talk, I’m halfway gone

Have to wear a slutty gown

Just to win a stupid crown.

The silence thickens

Red lights in the distance

Sometimes it’s too quiet

I still enjoy the silence.

Too much noise

They think I don’t have a voice

Everybody always shames me

For not looking pretty.

How can I talk

With my heart in a cage

Cuz the second I wake

Too much pressure to take.

Drowning too much in my sorrows

Thinking it’d be better tomorrow

It’s just a repeating pattern

Does anyone even think I matter?

My mom used to tell me a story

Sometimes I think it’s kinda boring

Used to call her “mommy”

But how she act like she don’t love me.

Used to call her “baby”

My life always starts with a maybe

Now everybody hates me

Can somebody please save me?

Nobody cares

They act like I’m not there.

My mama ain’t much help

She’s happy when I’m not around

Pretty purses

Got shamed for cursing

Girls ain’t free

But yet they think I’m crazy.

How can I forgive

For what everyone did

Cuz they act like I ain’t enough.

I’m so sick to my stomach

And my heart is hurting

Can somebody show me the way out?

My mom used to tell me a story

Sometimes I think it’s kinda boring

Used to call her “mommy”

But how she act like she don’t love me.

Used to call her “baby”

My life always starts with a maybe

Now everybody hates me

Can somebody please save me?

I’m too old to cry

So I keep everything bottled inside.

They think I’m too insane

So I just push myself away

They think I’m too much

I’m just trying to eat my lunch!

They say I’m not pretty.

That’s when I had enough!

My mom used to tell me a story

Sometimes I think it’s kinda boring

Don’t wanna her “mommy”

I don’t care if she doesn’t love me.

I refuse to call her “baby”

My life will never ever start with a maybe

Don’t care if everybody hates me

At least, Im being myself

Don’t wanna go along with the script

That I think I have to play along

I’m gonna stick my tongue out

They can’t touch me now!

They can be mad!

But for once I’m glad!

If they still hate me

Who cares if my life starts with a maybe!

At least I know who i am

I won’t shut myself down again.