Dead Memory

Verse 1:

For bad or worse

You don't know how many times i hurt

I slit my throat til I choke

And I'm in that place

It's so cold

If i could tell you how i feel

You know i would

But would you actually listen

I know I've been so down lately

That's how this world made me

I'm feeling hollow

It's a bitter pill i should swallow

When I'm asked if I'm okay

I say nothing cause you know the answer

Pre-Chorus:

Now when I go to sleep

I pray the Lord my soul to take

If I should die

(If, if I should die...)

Chorus:

I guess I'm full of sins

Take me back to where I have been

But this place leaves a bad memory

It leaves a dead memory in my mind

I'm not tryna think about

All of the fucked up days

All of the screams and blame

It's all the same

It's a dead memory in my mind

The world is turning and so am I

While I'm so tongue tied

All the people that i know

Still don't understand me

They don't get how much i bleed

It's a dead memory in my mind

(A dead memory, a dead memory)

Verse 2:

Hold the voices

Please stop speakin'

Cause it's just too loud

Imma drown it out now

In the middle of nowhere

I can't see clearly enough

My tears are made of blood

Dreaming of a better place

Where i don't have to hide anymore

Trying to find some release

My shadow is a different shape

I know it's not my own (it's not my own)

I'm in the zone (I'm taking pills I know I shouldn't so fuck it)

Pre-Chorus:

Now when I go to sleep

I pray the Lord my soul to take

If I should die

(If, if I should die...)

Chorus:

I guess I'm full of sins

Take me back to where I have been

But this place leaves a bad memory

It leaves a dead memory in my mind

I'm not tryna think about

All of the fucked up days

All of the screams and blame

It's all the same

It's a dead memory in my mind

The world is turning and so am I

While I'm so tongue tied

All the people that i know

Still don't understand me

They don't get how much i bleed

It's a dead memory in my mind

(A dead memory, a dead memory)

Bridge:

I can't go to sleep

Did I get insomnia

I can't go to sleep

Did I get insomnia

Forget everything that you're holdin' on to

Let go (let go)

If you're feel sad and lonely

Don't worry (don't worry)

Hopefully we'll all be fine

(But if we're not then, oh well)

We'll all be losers together

Chorus:

I guess I'm full of sins

Take me back to where I have been

But this place leaves a bad memory

It leaves a dead memory in my mind

I'm not tryna think about

All of the fucked up days

All of the screams and blame

It's all the same

It's a dead memory in my mind

The world is turning and so am I

While I'm so tongue tied

All the people that i know

Still don't understand me

They don't get how much i bleed

It's a dead memory in my mind

(A dead memory, a dead memory)

Outro:

(I guess I'm full of sins)

(Take me back to where I have been)

(But this place leaves a bad memory)

(It leaves a dead memory in my mind)

A dead memory

Spoken Outro:

Y'all are fuckin' fantastic y'all fuckin' losers