Ashes in my lungs

I can’t breathe…

(ASHES!)

Inhale regret, exhale what’s left

(GO!)

You carved your name in my chest with a blade

Now I carry the pain like a prize I made

Every lie you spoke was a brand-new cage

And I still sleep in the bed of my rage

Hands tied by the ghosts I trust

Every heartbeat covered in rust

Tried to run but the past caught up

Now I scream in silence just to feel enough

I was never your savior

You just needed someone to break

And I bled for your favor

Now I’m drowning in my own wake

Ashes in my lungs

Breathing you in, it still burns

You said love, then let me crash

Left me here with all this ash

Scars that speak when you’re not near

Memories loud, but you disappear

Ashes in my lungs

But I still breathe you in…

I tore the mirror from the wall

I hate the way I watched me fall

You wore my trust like a mask

Now I see the truth in shattered glass

Sick of tryna write the end

To a story you won’t defend

You burned the bridge, then cried at smoke

But I’m the one who always chokes

(ASHES IN MY LUNGS!)

I inhale ruin, I exhale pain

You left your shadow in my veins

(I STILL FEEL YOU!)

Even when I beg not to

Even when I break, I want you

Ashes in my lungs

Breathing you in, it still burns

You said love, then let me crash

Left me here with all this ash

Scars that speak when you’re not near

Memories loud, but you disappear

Ashes in my lungs

But I still breathe you in…

I still breathe you in…

Even when I know it kills me…