No letters from you

Every morning I check the door

Before I even know why

I tell myself I'm not waiting

Then I check it one more time

There's nothing there again today

Just another empty space

I wonder if you're thinking of me

Or if you've forgotten my face

I used to know I'd hear from you

Even if it was something small

Now the silence feels so different

Like you don't remember me at all

And I don't know what I did

I don't know what changed

Maybe you're just busy

Maybe I've been away too long

There are no letters from you

No words to pull me through

I keep waiting by the door

Like I used to do

There are no letters from you

And I don't know what to think

Maybe you've moved on without me

Maybe you don't miss me

I tell myself I'm okay

I tell myself it's fine

But every empty envelope

Feels like another goodbye

I still remember your handwriting

I could recognise it anywhere

I used to keep your letters close

Like somehow you were there

Now I don't even know

If you're thinking of me tonight

I wonder if you tried to write

I wonder if you gave up the fight

I don't talk about it anymore

They'd ask me why I care

So I smile and change the subject

Like there's nothing missing there

Maybe I'm imagining things

Maybe I'm asking too much

Maybe people disappear

When you stay away too long

There are no letters from you

No words to pull me through

I keep waiting by the door

Like I used to do

There are no letters from you

And I don't know what to think

Maybe you've moved on without me

Maybe you don't miss me

I tell myself I'm okay

I tell myself it's fine

But every empty envelope

Feels like another goodbye

If you knew I was waiting

Would you still write my name?

If you knew how lonely I've been

Would you come back again?

I don't need you to fix me

I don't need you to explain

I just want one little letter

To know you still feel the same

But the door stays empty

And the silence stays too

Maybe that's my answer...

Maybe there are no letters from you

There are no letters from you

No words to pull me through

I keep waiting by the door

Like I always used to do

There are no letters from you

And maybe I finally know

Maybe you don't remember

Maybe I should let you go

But I'll keep one little hope

Hidden somewhere inside

That maybe you tried to reach me

And somehow it never arrived

So I'll stop checking the door...

At least I'll try to

But tomorrow morning...

I'll probably look again

(just in case...)