Did it again

Politicians making deals keeping the wolves at bay

Dead man's float screamed debts are paid.

no breath contained.

The spirit bins away.

Surf the cosmos open up the mind.

Double vision, overtime.

I'm back at it. I'll cut the line.

Outter space? No shes out her mind.

Hour glass shows sands of time.

Pushing shells until i drop em all

Need a boost i could make a call.

Having Half the team get them out on the prowl.

We kill the play, never fumble the ball.

Playmaker, big shots never the small.

But on this side here on this side of the wall

Did I manifest this or was it destiny?

Either way, keep praying in hopes we're set free

We go up and dont fall i mean always on point

Crossfaded ice skating top it off with a joint.

Said they dont want me home they got a house to anoint.

I guess im on that shit again.

Demon time, living in sin.

Deceit to catch deceit and using pressure to win.

Look at diamonds and think well how they begin?

Something outta nothing becomes a motivation to sin.

So believe when I'm under the pressure, I'm motivated to win

Did I manifest this again

barriers in my brain makes these feelings of anger and love that I can't shake wondering if you meant what you said when you said I was a mistake

I think i'm passed gone. I feel like I'm dead weight

I put it all in one hand you know I test fate

And I'm sorry about the time and that I'm calling late

I just wanna be me. I wanna play it straight.

But I know deep inside me there's something just holding me back

Like my spirit is moving but frozen it's crazy. I'm under attack.

That hope has been fading since my last relapse

And there I'm less standing feel like I don't have a chance.

Stopped one block from the ending I don't get no advance.

Please help me decide

Is there really such thing as way too high?

And without no wings, you think this bird could fly?

An unlikely story, but let's give it a try.

Yeah, the voices they keep whispering in my head through the night

Stand strong with my backbone and muscles clinched tight

Plus, my eyes are in the front so I'm designed to hunt and fight

Persecution from my peers fuels the fire from inside

Shifting past the devils ride

Blood for blood and eye for eye

I don't care about tomorrow. I'm just living for the night.

I'm out of sight, but full of light

Confusing just to say the least

In due time im leveling up please

Ready to hit the gate good behavior quick release

And I hate fighting what my eyes can't see

Rewriting a story in the path that we

Reconnect over lines paint an image to see

Did I manifest this or was it destiny?

Either way, keep praying in hopes we're set free

Or this is the station

Ive become impatient

Meanwhile my hearts racing

Searching for peace meanwhile its breaking

Not too much left for the taking

Minds eye realigning will we make it.

Left for dead killed by hate i must shake it

Shoot from the hip dont miss

Not even wasted

Read between the lines complicate or just hate it

No remorse not just Basic.

So close i can taste it.