Myself

Sitting here, stuck with myself again, contemplating all the days of past a life of Hope trying to figure will I ever make it up there to heaven now? I scream n said fuck it all again contemplating the days of now wondering will I ever figure it out I wonder will I make it up there to heaven now?

I've been trying to get these demons up off of my back specially when there's another one bouncing on my lap doing a dirty dance hoping the thrill will last. Wondering did i take a whole one or was it half either way don't change the fact that our spirits are at War put a knife in the back push it in some more twist, rip and tear I'm settling scores plus i meddle with whores. and I know it's the War on drugs, but I metal in Wars.time for your departure check the clock Are you sure. before we leave Let's do a bump essay said that it's pure. A quick walk to say the least .eyes open my mind released.

Sitting here, stuck with myself again, contemplating all the days of past a life of Hope trying to figure will I ever make it up there to heaven now? I scream n said fuck it all again contemplating the days of now wondering will I ever figure it out I wonder will I make it up there to heaven now?

Let's take a picture say cheese. hey please. don't post that I'm on re-lease. Well, at least not tell I'm rich and we do what we please. I'll keep shaking 'em i'll remain the beast. time warp yeah time freeze. You know like when the world stops spinning but just in your head, but in a sense really happens because now it's been said. staying still long enough to wind up dead or a quick flip switch back to reality or so it's been said.

Sitting here, stuck with myself again, contemplating all the days of past a life of Hope trying to figure will I ever make it up there to heaven now? I scream n said fuck it all again contemplating the days of now wondering will I ever figure it out I wonder will I make it up there to heaven now?

passing to the other side maybe make a deal instead a new line for a second chance at it. Wish granted now you're back at it. Goddamn, you took for granite. Only this it was tenfold you damn addict. You should've hit the cruise control. You can't stand it. High speed getaways and freedom you demand it now it's dead on the scene. You can't get away you planned it. Threw away the whole life work after you brand it. It's like ripping off the skin, but then you don't tan it. Or cutting up all we grew and then we don't Can it. When I'm saying it's a waste hoping you understand it . Like its all for what sometimes and respect i demand it !

Sitting here, stuck with myself again, contemplating all the days of past a life of Hope trying to figure will I ever make it up there to heaven now? I scream n said fuck it all again contemplating the days of now wondering will I ever figure it out I wonder will I make it up there to heaven now?