Hold On To Me

Yeah…

Don’t let me go…

I swear I’m trying…

I just don’t know how to stop…

(Giancarlo on the strings)

Hold on babe, hold on to me, I’ll have you turn into a believer

I can’t quit now, if I quit these withdrawals will turn you into a griever

My hands are fucking shaking, every breath I take cuts deeper

If this poison’s gonna kill me, baby, be my pain reliever

Skin crawling, teeth are grinding, I can feel the fever

Heart pounding through my chest like it’s trying to leave me either

I keep begging for the feeling even though I know it’s evil

I’m fucking terrified of dying, but I’m more afraid of being sober

3 AM, I’m staring at the ceiling again

Sweat on my sheets, feel the shaking begin

You’re lying next to me, but I feel miles away

I wanna tell you I’m okay, but I don’t know what to say

My body wants the poison, my heart wants you

Every promise that I made, I keep breaking in two

You look into my eyes like you’re searching for me

But I’m buried underneath everything I used to be

And I hate what I’ve become

I hate what I’ve done

You keep reaching for my hand

While I keep reaching for the numb

Hold on babe, hold on to me, I’ll have you turn into a believer

I can’t quit now, if I quit these withdrawals will turn you into a griever

My hands are fucking shaking, every breath I take cuts deeper

If this poison’s gonna kill me, baby, be my pain reliever

Skin crawling, teeth are grinding, I can feel the fever

Heart pounding through my chest like it’s trying to leave me either

I keep begging for the feeling even though I know it’s evil

I’m fucking terrified of dying, but I’m more afraid of being sober

I hear your voice when the room gets quiet

Tell me I’m worth saving, but I don’t feel like it

You say, “Come home,” but I don’t know where home is

I built these walls so high, now I’m trapped within my own shit

I’ve watched you cry while I swore I would change

Then watched another sunrise feeling exactly the same

If I could trade these withdrawals for the pain that I caused

I’d take every fucking scar just to give you back what you lost

Maybe I’m not too far gone…

Maybe there’s still something underneath this

If you can hear me through the static…

Baby, please don’t leave me—

Hold on babe, hold on to me, I’ll have you turn into a believer

I can’t quit now, if I quit these withdrawals will turn you into a griever

My hands are fucking shaking, every breath I take cuts deeper

If this poison’s gonna kill me, baby, be my pain reliever

Skin crawling, teeth are grinding, I can feel the fever

Heart pounding through my chest like it’s trying to leave me either

I keep begging for the feeling even though I know it’s evil

I’m fucking terrified of dying, but I’m more afraid of being sober

Hold on…

Don’t let me fade…

I’m still somewhere underneath this…

Just hold on…

Hold on to me

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