[Verse 1]
I got tired of handing over
Every tender part of me
They read the pages of my history
Before they asked what I could be
I walk into a room, they change
Like my name became a warning sign
But I still offer open hands
Even when they close the door on mine
[Pre-Chorus]
I know what they remember
I know the words they use
But they don't know the nights
I fought to make it through
[Chorus]
I'm tired of giving my heart
Just to watch it fall apart
I stand alone, but I still stand
With all this love inside my hands
They judge the past, they doubt today
They see a record, not the change
If I give respect and you give blame
Tell me, why should I feel ashamed?
[Verse 2]
Some see the old me in my face
And never wait for who I've grown
They make a verdict out of silence
Then leave me carrying it home
I learned to sleep beside the questions
Learned to smile when trust got thin
Still I speak to people softly
Though they never let me in
[Pre-Chorus]
I know what they remember
I know the words they use
But they don't know the nights
I fought to make it through
[Chorus]
I'm tired of giving my heart
Just to watch it fall apart
I stand alone, but I still stand
With all this love inside my hands
They judge the past, they doubt today
They see a record, not the change
If I give respect and you give blame
Tell me, why should I feel ashamed?
[Bridge]
Maybe I don't need their permission
To become somebody new
Maybe the proof is in the way
I keep showing up true
And if the room won't make me welcome
I'll make peace with walking out
I can grieve what they denied me
Without becoming what they doubt
[Final Chorus]
I'm tired of giving my heart
But I won't let it turn to stone
I stand alone, and I understand
I can be loved by my own hands
They judge the past, they doubt today
Still I choose the life I made
I give respect, I give my name
And I won't wear somebody else's shame
[Outro]
I won't wear somebody else's shame
I still have love
I still remain