War in my head

Mind on fire, I can’t stop spinnin’,

Thoughts overloadin’, the race keeps winnin’,

Words spill quick, no breath, no limit,

I’m a storm in the skull with the chaos in it.

Highs like lightning, I’m untouchable, wild,

Every idea’s a flame, every second beguiled,

But the higher I climb, the harder I fall,

What goes up fast will destroy it all.

Round and round, the cycle consumes,

Euphoria rises, depression resumes.

I’m trapped in the swings that nobody sees

A war in my head bringin’ me to my knees.

Chest feels hollow, weight like stone,

Crowded room, but I’m still alone.

Smiles on my face but they’re painted lies,

Behind the curtain, a shadow cries.

Doctors scribble labels, pills on the shelf,

But they can’t exorcise the ghost of myself.

I’m drowning in silence, I choke on despair,

Screaming for help but there’s nobody there.

Spin, spin, spiral, brain goes viral,

Runnin’ from the cycle but I’m stuck in the trial,

Energy burnin’, my pulse explodes

Then CRASH silence swallows the roads.

I tore through the silence, I shattered the chain,

No cage for my mind, I’m reclaimin’ my name.

The chaos was poison, but I turned it to fire,

Now I rise from the wreckage, climb higher, higher!

Storm couldn’t drown me, the night couldn’t win,

Every battle I lost put more steel in my skin.

I’m done with the cycle, I’m seizing the key

The war in my head set the warrior free!

Round and round, the chaos consumed,

Euphoria rose, but I broke the gloom.

Mania’s speed, depression’s chains—

Now I’m thunder and lightning, breaking the rains!

I rise, I fight, I claim my mind,

No more shadows, no chains to bind.

The war inside tried to bury me deep,

But I’m awake, I’m alive, no more need to weep!