[Intro: Dirty Acoustic Slide Guitar, 432Hz Solfeggio Pad & Vinyl Crackle]
(Mmm, yeah...)
(Sometimes the world is just too heavy...)
(But I'm not running, and I'm not numbing the pain)
(I'm gonna speak the truth)
(Listen close now)
[Verse 1: Low, Whispery, Intimate Storytelling Flow]
I'm living in the middle of a heavy, winding maze
Days come when my spirit is a drag, lost inside the haze
Can't function, can't think, can't even breathe today
Under attack and nothing is on track, falling away
It's not me, I want to scream, want to let the anger rise
Blaming all the weight of the world under these stormy skies
All the things piled on, a mile high, that I can't keep track of
Wandering through the wreckage, looking for a little love
Words come so easy when I write them down on the page
But face-to-face they fail me, locking me inside this cage
Yeah, they fail me face-to-face...
Leaving me frozen in this dark, cold place
[Pre-Chorus: Rhythmic Snaps & Pulsing Sub-Bass Build]
Crying from all the pain, but you don't even know my name
Bugs, bugs are crawling in my bed, playing in this game
No good place to rest my head, no shelter from the storm
I feel the temperature shifting, keeping my spirit warm
[Vocal Stutter] (D-D-Disaster!)
I'm letting it explode!
[Beat Drop: Explosive 808 Trap Drop, Screaming Grunge Guitars & Drums Slam In]
[Chorus: Powerhouse Vocal Belt & Gritty Industrial Grunge Beat]
Sweet bitter truths, I’m screaming 'em out to the world!
No more lies on my lips, let the banners get unfurled!
I speak what comes to my mind, let it blow from my mouth!
Shattering the silent cages from the north to the south!
You definitely don't hold back when the concrete starts to crack!
So yes, bitterness escapes my lips, and I'm not looking back!
Yeah, bitterness escapes my lips, 'cause that’s all I’ve had!
But I’m turning all this trauma into a powerhouse glad!
(Bitterness, yeah!)
[Post-Chorus: Catchy Electronic Vocal Glitch & Rhythm Hook]
(Crying out disaster! Crying out disaster!)
(Ski-bi-di-bop, turning the whole thing around!)
(Sweet bitter truths, stomping on the ground!)
(Yeah, yeah, bitterness escapes my lips!)
[Verse 2: Snappy, Attitude-Heavy Cyber-Trap Pocket]
Behold the master, I’m crying out a real disaster
This whole world is coming to an end, spinning even faster
No way to mend the broken systems, no way to heal the scene
Our economy is falling to pieces, if you know what I mean
Can't afford to get sick, can't afford to get caught
Living in a world where the sacred things are easily bought
Fines being dealt for the smallest issues, using up these tissues
But I’m too lean, too mean, stepping past the old views
I need to eat, need to grow, need a brand-new range
No more staying in your box, it's time for a change!
(Time for a change, yeah!)
[Pre-Chorus: Rhythmic Snaps & Pulsing Sub-Bass Build]
Crying from all the pain, but you don't even know my name
Bugs, bugs are crawling in my bed, playing in this game
No good place to rest my head, no shelter from the storm
[Vocal Stutter] (D-D-Disaster!)
[Chorus: Powerhouse Vocal Belt & Gritty Industrial Grunge Beat]
Sweet bitter truths, I’m screaming 'em out to the world!
No more lies on my lips, let the banners get unfurled!
I speak what comes to my mind, let it blow from my mouth!
Shattering the silent cages from the north to the south!
You definitely don't hold back when the concrete starts to crack!
So yes, bitterness escapes my lips, and I'm not looking back!
Yeah, bitterness escapes my lips, 'cause that’s all I’ve had!
But I’m turning all this trauma into a powerhouse glad!
[Verse 3: Deep, Intimate Spoken-Word Delivery]
I don't want to lose, and I definitely don't want the booze
I refuse to take the quick fix, refuse to hit the snooze
Numbing myself won't help, the pain is just too great
I'm facing the giant in my soul, refusing to hesitate
Never had praises for the good, just swats for the bad
Wiping off the dust of the shadows that I've had
I'm stepping out of the hidden dark, standing on my own feet
And watch my bitter water turn to something beautiful and sweet!
(Something beautiful and sweet, hallelujah!)
[Bridge: Intense, Screaming Natalie Jane Style Climax]
(Let the walls shake! Let the TVs blow!)
(I'm letting the whole world know!)
I am a giant in my heart, and I am breaking the mold!
Turning all of this disaster into a mountain of gold!
Yeah, into a mountain of gold!
(Three, two, one — let the bass bleed!)
[Chorus: Maximum Emotional Energy, Distorted Synths & Piercing Vocals]
Sweet bitter truths, I’m screaming 'em out to the world!
No more lies on my lips, let the banners get unfurled!
I speak what comes to my mind, let it blow from my mouth!
Shattering the silent cages from the north to the south!
You definitely don't hold back when the concrete starts to crack!
So yes, bitterness escapes my lips, and I'm not looking back!
Yeah, bitterness escapes my lips, 'cause that’s all I’ve had!
But I’m turning all this trauma into a powerhouse glad!
[Outro: Heavy,