Better off

kill myself with these meds,

alone lost inside of my head

I think she was right she said I'm better off dead

Turned up, turn away with rejection.

blood thicker than water still easy for injection.

I don't need to be just. I just need to be me.

revolt not reform. I'm setting myself free.

On the grave, you are reading names of the past

in my mind and memories is where we will last.

Got to remember to slow down, I've been moving too fast.

I'm talking way quick. Like a shot out a gun.

Or a junkie when he's bumping and he just got spun .

kill myself with these meds,

alone lost inside of my head

I think she was right she said I'm better off dead

Now The walls are closing in sunset on the horizon.

Internally damned, but I guess it's not surprising.

Ringing the bell sound the alarm I gotta make a call.

this just came from the boss he said, kill 'em all.

Make sure you define the cost before you trip in fall.

I thought you told me that your pockets was deep

when I said three bands for a pee you said steep

and remember playing poker you said all in and you can't be beat .

You threw down four aces told me read them and weep

I came out with a royal flush and just smashed your peak

kill myself with these meds,

alone lost inside of my head

I think she was right she said I'm better off dead

This is a journey that I plan to take solo but it's been

so long since I really felt like I had a friend.

come along once pieces come together in the puzzle you make.

watching it come together weeding out all the snakes

weeding out all the fakes

stand up for my people become one of the greats

I'm talking slick as a car with the getaway plates.

I'm talking turning over numbers as a slide to the base.

What's the call ump Baby im safe!

Off in the distance I see a little patch of blue in the sky

or is the gray eating the blue or is my brain just fried?

Hard to tell but my drug intake is on the regular clock

work ing for a buzz I can't take all that you got

kill myself with these meds,

alone lost inside of my head

I think she was right she said I'm better off dead

advanced and elevated. I could talk to the stars

true illuminated it's a dance in the dark.

Maybe I choose violence or maybe I restart.

either way. The proposition is more then one spark.

Yeah the party is popping so bring more than one dart

how much time has elapsed fuck I'm falling apart

kill myself with these meds,

alone lost inside of my head

I think she was right she said I'm better off dead

I'm not asking for no second chance

i missed the first, but can I have the second dance?

this is me I either am or I am not.

I said this is me pushing money in my honey pot

advance, giving everything to the bunny hop

reposition hit the bottom and pull up on top kill myself with these meds,

alone lost inside of my head

I think she was right she said I'm better off dead