THE BREATH BENEATH MY NAME
[Intro — deep didgeridoo drone; harmonium slowly opens]
[Low spoken voice]
It’s GrizzlyJones…
Listen…
Before I had a name…
You gave me breath.
[Bongos enter softly; wordless answering voices]
Ohhh… ahh… ohhh…
[Verse 1 — intimate, rough-edged male lead]
I came with a pocket of things I had earned,
A mouth full of answers, a heart that still burned.
Set down my silver beside the front door,
Sat with the silence and asked it for more.
The room held a stranger with nowhere to sleep,
He offered me half of the bread he could keep.
I’d traveled for miles for a heavenly sign—
You reached through his hands and put supper in mine.
[Pre-Chorus — harmonium swells; palms clap]
What do I carry?
[Response] Lay it down.
Where do I find You?
[Response] Here and now.
[Chorus — soaring lead; rhythmic group responses]
Take me low, lift me high,
Let my little walls fall wide.
Every breath that moves through me—
Let it leave as mercy.
[Response] Let it leave as mercy!
[Lead, ornamented] Let it leave as lo-o-ove!
When there’s nothing left to prove,
Let my hands do what You’d do.
Every breath that moves through me—
Let it leave as mercy.
[Instrumental — rolling bongos; pulsing drone; harmonium answers vocal runs]
[Verse 2 — stronger rhythm, rising intensity]
I prayed for a river, then guarded my cup,
Asked You for healing with both fists shut.
My brother was knocking; I told him to wait,
Kept looking for heaven while locking the gate.
Now give me the patience to pull up a chair,
To hear somebody’s sorrow and stay with them there.
No need for a witness, no need for applause—
A little less mine and a little more Yours.
[Call and response — faster claps; overlapping voices]
[Lead] Who feeds the flame?
[Response] Love, love!
[Lead] Beyond the name?
[Response] Love, love!
[Lead] What will remain?
[Response] What we gave away!
[All] What we gave away!
[Bridge — percussion drops; bare drone and breath]
When my voice wears thin,
When the lights burn low,
May the ones I held
Know I held them close.
I don’t need the world to know my name,
Just let my love outlive this frame.
When these tired hands let go,
Let the good I’ve planted grow.
[Bridge — bongos soften; harmonium swells beneath a deep didgeridoo drone]
What did I carry?
[Response] More than stone.
What did I leave here?
[Response] Love that’s grown.
Where will you find me
When I’m out of sight?
In the hands that help you
Through the longest night.
[Final chorus — full bongos, rhythmic handclaps; soaring lead and answering voices]
Breath by breath, I’m coming home,
[Response] Coming home, coming home.
All this love was never mine alone,
[Response] Never mine alone.
Let my pride fall, let my heart unfold,
Let me give more than these hands can hold.
Breath by breath, till my days are through,
Every breath, a thank-you.
[Outro — voices fade; harmonium sustains]
And if they ask what mattered most,
Tell the ones I held—
I held them close.
[Whispered]
Every breath…
A thank-you.