Seasons

Another second in this empty room.

im afraid i might loose another part of you.

I Been caught up in the storms i been brewing in my head.

With the rain beating down again.

Playing a sad song way off in the distance. I see the dead swaying no resistance.

As if the wind decided their next move. Like one day its over then back to i love you!

Why wont i stop the way that i've been as of recent.

Need to unveil the chosen, release it .

Another seasons gone learning lessons over time.

Cut out promises in every line.

Usually it's just one more and im fine.

This shit happens all the time.

My baby needs to know that this King still has his queen.

This team still has a dream. been bursting at the seams.

Powered by the machine within myself getting what i need.

Got a lot of shit in my collection .

including a couple souls from elections.

that we can trace back to injections!

dirty darts on a clean board no rejection.

no infection.

and converstions too far complex i shouldnt mention.

A lifetime of overthinking through my detention.

Another seasons gone learning lessons over time.

Cut out promises in every line.

Usually it's just one more and im fine.

This shit happens all the time.

Even when i take the road less traveled where other people aint suppoosed to go.

I think i finally reached the end nearly

Ready to explode.

So unload. I sent pro.

and let the whispers of the ones who've passed.

flown into your mind till your heart collapse.

knowing that this too shall pass.

Another seasons gone learning lessons over time.

Cut out promises in every line.

Usually it's just one more and im fine.

This shit happens all the time.

Its Never an easy task.

But check the data, i did the math.

Saw the patterns studied the graphs.

Just to prepare my brain for this relapse.

old or new i like to take me a chance.

Cash they say is king royalties can advance .

Always know your facts before taking a stance.

find myself in the shadows darken rooms still, I see stars.

built-up energy can't quite collect it in a jar,

Translucent apparitions like I wonder who they are !

battle wounds reflected time comes with battle scars.

this isnt the only way that ive known. although lately its all i've been shown.

the lies i keep inside to reside on my throne.

tying me down to everything but home.

I need to get back on the road.

Patients patiently waiting heard i'm back at it.

Play making and breaking bads' becoming a new habit.

Spaceman walking after the dab hit. Planets stay aligned hard to grasp this. Free floating in motion in a motion while time shifts .

like dr Jeckyl and mr. hyde or seperation of madness hidden in my mind.

Another seasons gone learning lessons over time.

Cut out promises in every line.

Usually it's just one more and im fine.

This shit happens all the time.

Im done trying.

ill keep flying.

I keep smiling

But Behind this mask an addicts dyin'.