Scared to love again

You know exactly where to find me

Even after all this time

I still feel you on my mind

Every word we never said

Every feeling left unsaid

I keep falling back to you

Like I don’t know what else to do

And I wanted to be the one you chose

Even when I knew you wouldn’t

I wanted to be the one you held

Even when I knew you couldn’t

I’m scared to love again

Again, again

Every time I let somebody in

I remember how it ends

I’m scared to love again

Again, again

I could love somebody new

But I don’t know how to yet

Oh, my love

We keep circling the same truth

You go quiet, I pretend

I don’t know where this will end

I hear everything you don’t say

Still I find another reason to stay

You made leaving feel so hard

When you’re still inside my heart

And I wanted to be the one you need

Even when you pushed me further

I wanted to be the one you loved

Even when I knew you couldn’t

I’m scared to love again

Again, again

Every time I let somebody in

I remember how it ends

I’m scared to love again

Again, again

I could love somebody new

But I don’t know how to yet

Again, again

Ooh, I’m scared

Again, again

I’m still scared

Maybe I’m afraid

Of giving someone all of me

Maybe I’m afraid

They’ll become what you became

Maybe I don’t miss you

Maybe I miss who I was

Before I learned that love

Could hurt this much

I’m scared to love again

Again, again

Every time I let somebody in

I remember how it ends

I’m scared to love again

Again, again

Maybe I can love somebody new

When I learn to love me too

Again

Again

I’m scared to love again

But maybe

Maybe I will someday