I’m Used To It

(Aha… no friends…)

(Ahawa… aha… no friends…)

(Ahawa… aha… no friends…)

(But I’m good… yeah, I’m good…)

Funny how I got my friends

But still spend most of my days on my own.

Used to bother me a lot,

Now I’m comfortable sitting here alone.

It’s been this way for a while,

So I ain’t fighting it like I did before.

I got used to slower days,

Got used to not always going out the door.

Yeah, sometimes I still think about it,

All the nights and everything I used to do.

But memories can stay memories,

I don’t gotta make ’em something I’m chasing to.

I already made that song.

Already wished that I could rewind.

Now I’m looking at the life I got like

“Alright… guess this one’s mine.”

I’m used to it now… used to it now…

Been this way so long

I figured some things out.

I’m cool with it now… cool with it now…

I ain’t saying it’s perfect,

But I’m living it out.

Don’t need to go backwards,

Don’t need another life somehow.

(Aha…)

Things changed on me…

But I’m used to it now.

Life was different back then,

Yeah, everybody already knows that.

But I ain’t spending every night

Trying to figure out how I can go back.

I’ve had plenty of conversations

With myself about what everything means.

Had to separate what I really want

From constantly chasing old memories.

I can still laugh.

Still talk my shit.

Still find something new

That I wanna get into with this.

I might move differently,

But that doesn’t mean everything stopped.

Had to learn there’s more than one way

To enjoy whatever life I got.

And yeah, there are days

When I miss how simple everything felt.

But missing who I used to be

Doesn’t mean I gotta dislike myself.

That took some time.

Now when the past comes around,

I can look at it, smile,

Then come right back down.

I’m used to it now… used to it now…

Been this way so long

It ain’t shocking me now.

I’m cool with it now… cool with it now…

Still figuring things out,

But I’m doing that now.

I don’t need three wishes,

I don’t need time turned around.

(Ahawa…)

Life changed on me…

But I’m used to it now.

I still remember my teens,

Yeah, those were some good-ass days.

Me and my friends laughing,

Finding something stupid to do every day.

Phone going off,

Somebody saying, “Get up, we’re going out.”

Never needed any plans,

We’d just find something to laugh about.

I can appreciate that now

Without wishing I was permanently there.

Those years already happened,

And I’m glad I got those memories to share.

Now things are quieter.

Different pace, different view.

Had enough time living this way

That it doesn’t always feel brand new.

I’m not waiting on a machine

To send me back to another year.

I’m already here.

So I might as well see

What I can still do from here.

I’m used to it now… used to it now…

Had enough time

To finally settle down.

I’m cool with it now… cool with it now…

Not everything I wanted,

But look at me now.

Still got my memories

Still got some life figured out

I ain’t asking to go back anymore

I’m used to it now..