Still loving you

“Still Loving You”

I still see your face when I close my eyes,

Still hear your voice in the middle of the night.

We had forever written in our plans,

Now I’m holding memories instead of your hand.

I gave you pieces of a heart already scarred,

You became my home, now home feels so far.

I keep asking myself where we went wrong,

How something so beautiful could hurt this long.

And I know I should let you go,

But my heart just doesn’t know how.

I’m standing here with tears in my eyes,

Still wishing you were beside me now.

I’m still loving you, even though you’re gone,

Still hearing your name in every sad song.

I’m trying to move on, but I’m stuck in the past,

Holding onto something I knew couldn’t last.

You were my everything, my reason to stay,

Now I’m learning how to live without you every day.

Maybe someday this pain will finally fade,

But tonight I’m still loving you

And missing the life we made.

I remember the nights when you held me close,

The little things about you I loved the most.

Your laugh, your touch, the way you said my name,

Now every memory just adds to the pain.

I wish I could go back and change what I did,

Say all the words that I kept locked within.

Maybe we were broken before we knew,

Maybe I was fighting for me and you.

And I know love isn’t always enough,

Sometimes two hearts can still lose touch.

But if you ever wonder if I cared,

Just know I would’ve stayed if love was all we needed there.

I’m still loving you, even though you’re gone,

Still hearing your name in every sad song.

I’m trying to move on, but I’m stuck in the past,

Holding onto something I knew couldn’t last.

You were my everything, my reason to stay,

Now I’m learning how to live without you every day.

Maybe someday this pain will finally fade,

But tonight I’m still loving you

And missing the life we made.

Maybe in another life,

We get it right.

Maybe there are no tears,

No goodbyes.

Maybe you find happiness,

Maybe I find mine.

But a part of me will love you

Until the end of time.

I’m still loving you, but I’m letting you go,

Even though my heart is screaming “don’t.”

You’ll always be a chapter I can’t erase,

A piece of my heart that time can’t replace.

I hope you find peace,

I hope you find love,

I hope someday you look back

And remember us.

And if you ever miss me

When the night gets cold and blue,

Just know somewhere in this world

There’s a heart that once belonged to you.

I’m learning to breathe…

I’m learning to live…

I’m learning that sometimes

Love means letting go.

But God knows…

I’m still loving you.