[Intro — whispered, voice spinning left to right]
Round and round, I’m losing track,
Smile on my face, pain in my back.
Hey, little me, I know you’re tired…
Maybe one day they’ll see why you survived.
[Verse 1 — melodic rap, soft echo]
I learned to stand when my legs gave out,
Hide my tears so they’d never find out.
Wearing this uniform, fighting my mind,
Showing up broken, saying I’m fine.
Doctors, appointments, pain I can’t explain,
Trying to find peace in the middle of the rain.
I dream of a house where my heart feels safe,
A family, a future, a life I can’t wait to create.
But nobody sees what it costs to be strong,
How many nights I’ve been holding on.
I give so much love, sometimes lose myself,
Trying to heal while I’m hurting myself.
[Pre-Chorus — vocals begin to spin]
Maybe one day… maybe one day…
You’ll hear all the words I was too scared to say.
Round and round… I’m fading out…
I wish you could see what my silence was about.
[Chorus — emotional, layered vocals]
Maybe one day you’ll understand
The weight I carried, the girl I am.
The nights I cried when nobody knew,
The battles I fought just to make it through.
I’m spinning, spinning, lost in my head,
Fighting the ghosts that live in my bed.
If I could hug the girl I used to be,
I’d say, “You’re still here, and that’s enough for me.”
[Verse 2 — harder 808s, distorted echo]
I’ve been scared of tomorrow, still chasing my dreams,
Trying to sew back the holes in my seams.
I want real love, a home, somewhere to breathe,
A little more peace, a little less grief.
I’m not just my struggles, my scars, or my fears,
I’m the girl who kept going through all of those years.
And if nobody understands what I’ve survived,
I’ll be my own reason to stay alive.
[Bridge — beat drops, voice spirals with reverb]
Can you hear me? Can you hear me?
I’ve been screaming inside for years.
Getting dizzy… getting dizzy…
Turning all my pain into tears.
But I’m still here…
Yeah, I’m still here…
[Final Chorus — vocals rise, then fade into a spinning echo]
Maybe one day I’ll understand
Why life got so heavy in these two hands.
Maybe one day I’ll look in the mirror
And see someone brave, not someone who’s broken.
I’m spinning, spinning, but I won’t disappear…
I’m becoming the woman I needed back then.
And even if the world never sees what I’ve been through—
I know what I survived… and I’m proud of me too.
[Outro — distant, fading in circles]
Round and round… I’m still around…
Maybe one day…
I’ll lay these burdens down.