Verse 1
I was fifteen, just a freshman in school
Trying to fit in, trying to follow the rules
When Mama got a call that changed everything
A quiet voice on the line, a heartbreak it would bring
Grandpa was lying in a hospital bed
Fighting a battle none of us understood yet
I remember Mama’s tears as she looked my way
And I prayed he’d be okay
Pre-Chorus
I thought there’d be more time
I thought I’d see him one more time
Chorus
But I never got to tell him that I loved him one last time
Never got to hold his hand or say goodbye
My twin sister and I were left standing on the outside looking in
Wishing we could see him again
They said they didn’t want us to remember him that way
So we stayed home while the hours slipped away
And before we knew it, heaven called his name
Now all I have are memories and pain
Verse 2
I still remember fishing down by the creek
The stories he’d tell and the way he’d speak
He always knew how to make me smile
Even on the hardest miles
The chair he sat in still feels the same
But hearing his voice is what I can’t reclaim
And sometimes I wonder if he knew
How much we loved him too
Pre-Chorus
I thought there’d be more days
I thought somehow we’d find a way
Chorus
But I never got to tell him that I loved him one last time
Never got to hold his hand or say goodbye
My twin sister and I were left standing on the outside looking in
Wishing we could see him again
They said they didn’t want us to remember him that way
So we stayed home while the hours slipped away
And before we knew it, heaven called his name
Now all I have are memories and pain
Bridge
For years I’ve carried questions in my heart
Wondering why we had to be apart
Maybe they thought they were protecting us somehow
But I’d give anything to see him now
Just one more smile
Just one more laugh
Just one more moment that I could have
Final Chorus
I’d tell him that I love him, that I’ll never let him go
That the lessons that he taught me still help me grow
I’d tell him my twin misses him too
And we’re still holding on to everything he knew
Though I never got to say my last goodbye
I carry him with me every day of my life
And when I look up at the evening sky
I hope he knows I still cry
Outro
I was fifteen when heaven took you away
And not a day goes by that I don’t wish I’d had one more day
One more hug…
One more “I love you”…
One last goodbye. ❤️