I don’t want to be here anymore. Take this pain or take my soul. I walked this road alone for far too long. The chains of despair won’t let me breathe.
How much longer must I be someone else before I get to be me! The dark hands of fate grip me tight. I’ve grown to miss their familiar bite when they disappear. My mind is a dark and twisted labyrinth. These neurons of mine only know one way. I wouldn’t know what to do if one day this pain was gone. I don’t sleep. I barely eat. What the fuck is wrong with me! Where in life did I go wrong. I put everyone else first and myself always last. I am everyone’s support but no one is there for me. Why must this be my burden to bear? All I want is to breathe the free air! I’ll kill for family and friends. Maybe just maybe, that’s how this all ends.