Does It Matter

Confusion whispered through the night

Left me stranded no wrong no right

Empty shadows where love once stood

Lost in a forest made of deadwood

Did I matter when the call came through,did it matter when I'd run to you

Was I just a ghost in a sea of blue

Tell me now when it’s all been said

Or was I chasing dreams in my head

The echo fades but the pain won’t leave

A hollow heart that can’t believe

Questions linger like smoke in air

Did I matter or was I nowhere there

Did I matter when the call came through,did it matter when I'd answer the call an run to you

or Was I just a ghost in a sea of blue

Tell me now when it’s all been said did you really mean those words you whispered in my ear, " Paul Anthony I don't ever want what we have to end,"

Or was I chasing dreams in my head

The weight of silence the cruelest sound

Answers buried deep underground

I remember answering but I still fall

Tell me now did it matter at all

My heart is broken

By confusion on the floor

I feel empty and lost

Like I can't find the door

I remember answering the call

When your name came through

Tell me when it matters

Tell me what to do

I stood right there

I was reaching for you

When it matters

Tell me when it matters

Did I matter

Did I matter to you,or was I just filling voids doing to you what he couldn't do

It don't matter

It don't matter now

But my poor heart

Keeps calling you out

I kept the light on

For a train that never came

Held my breath in the hallway

Kept whispering your name

I gave you the best of me

You let it slip away

Tell me when it matters

Was I part of your day

I kept on answering

Even when you drifted away

When it matters

Tell me when it matters

Did I matter

Did I matter to you

It don't matter

It don't matter now

But my poor heart

Keeps calling you out

I ain't proud of the tears

But they know where to go

I been talking to the ceiling

In the dark down low

If love was a table

Mine got three legs gone

Still I reach for your shadow

When the night rolls on

" Tell me When it matters,"

Tell me when it matters

Did I matter

Did I matter to you

It don't matter

It don't matter now

But my poor heart

Keeps calling you out

My heart is broken

By confusion and rain

I remember answering the call

I remember your name it lingers on my toung

Did I matter when the call came through,Did it matter when I answered the call. It didn't matter, you belonged to him not me. did it matter when I'd run to you to answer your call

Or Was I just a ghost in a sea of blue

Tell me now when it’s all been said did you love him and his best friend too, God damn it baby

was I chasing dreams in my head, it don't matter , Does it matter,I never wanted what we had to end either,tell me baby does it matter to you