Dead to me

You took everything you could reach...

Then acted like you were the one bleeding.

Nah.

Now listen.

I gave you trust, you gave me a knife,

Smiled to my face while you poisoned my life,

Talked like blood, but you moved like a snake,

Now I hope every bridge that you burn starts to shake.

You took my loyalty, threw it in the dirt,

Now you’re acting confused that the damage still hurts,

I ain't healing for you, I ain’t changing my mind,

I’m just learning that hate can keep me alive.

I!

REMEMBER!

EVERY WORD!

EVERY LIE!

EVERY TIME YOU LEFT ME TO DIE!

I FUCKING HATE YOU—

For what you did to me!

You took my heart

And turned it into debris!

I FUCKING HATE YOU—

But I won't let you win!

You made a monster,

Now you're scared of what you did!

You want forgiveness? Man, get in line,

I spent too damn long trying to save your life,

While you stabbed me slow with a smile so sweet,

Now every memory tastes like blood and defeat.

I don’t want revenge, I want distance and peace,

I want your name out my mouth, out my sleep,

But the anger keeps knocking when the room gets dark,

So I put it in a song and I tear it apart.

I was there when nobody stayed...

You were the one who walked away...

And now you want me to pretend

You didn’t turn a friend into an enemy.

YOU.

DON’T.

GET.

TO COME BACK.

I FUCKING HATE YOU—

For the scars you left behind!

But I’m done carrying your ghost

Inside of my mind!

I FUCKING HATE YOU—

And maybe that’s the truth...

The worst thing you ever did...

Was make me lose myself

Trying to love you.

So go.

You’re not my friend.

You’re not my family.

You’re not my problem.

You’re dead to me.