Cursed

(yeah)

(cursed baby)

(I’m cursed you can’t save me)

im cursed

throw me in a hearse

before I go berserk

Im a waste on this earth

(ya I like that shit)

…

I’m cursed

throw me in a hearse

before I go berserk

Im a waste on this earth

there’s no point in working in the dirt

i want a lover girl thats gotta flirt

hopefully she knows my worth

and knows I’m fucking cursed

I’m not the one to give up

Pour another in my cup.

Middle fingers high, I don’t give a fuck

since I was young

I knew my life was done

at this point I have no one

all alone in my fucking head

it’s a void in my brain

so mentally drained

just want to end the voices in my head

they already want me dead

I might as well end the pain

before I go insane like Kane

controlling fire in a ring

you won’t see me as a mayor

I’m not for the politics

listen to my body cause I’m vacant

my heart just keeps on racing

I’ll just keep on blazing

live my life in a haze

my mind is trapped in a maze

the way I work I need a raise

even when the sky is grey

look pass it to pray

god show me how to be okay

the one way convo got me saying

….

I’m cursed

throw me in a hearse

before I go berserk

Im a waste on this earth

there’s no point in working in the dirt

i want a lover girl thats gotta flirt

hopefully she knows my worth

and knows I’m fucking cursed

cursed to the brain

cursed to write rhymes that keep me sane

cursed to never find real love since 2018

god you telling me that all the fish in the sea

and there’s not one girl for me

you keep giving me girls that want to use me

you got me still thinking about my last love

is that supposed heal me

or is that supposed to torture me

with the regrets I left behind

to relive the pain I left in her eyes

not enough alcohol or drugs in the world

to help me forget the spark she had for me

leave her eyes

god please help me realize why

but the one way convo got me saying

….

I’m cursed

just throw me in a hearse

before I go berserk

Im a waste on this earth

there’s no point in working in the dirt

i want a lover girl but im cursed

hopefully she knows my worth

im fucking cursed

i can’t forgive myself for the past

all i wanted was for it to last

if i lose my fight with my demons

people say it’s just a weakness

but it’s truly venomous

my bad habits

Every time I try to change,

I fall back at it

Running from the pain,

but somehow I attract it

Tryna bury my past before I’m buried in a casket

if I die bury me with my Knicks jacket

a least that champion team made me feel alive

just everyday im just trying to survive

I'm still flexin with my heart broken

had to get my chest reopen

now I think my heart was stolen

god please tell me why

but again the one way convo got me saying

…

I’m cursed

just throw me in a hearse

before I go berserk

Im a waste on this earth

there’s no point in working in the dirt

i want a lover girl but im cursed

hopefully she knows my worth

to bad I’m fucking cursed

to bad...

Cursed

Cursed