(Verse 1)
Neon flickering, the room starts to spin
Thinking 'bout the cycle that she trapped me in
Sweet words and skin, yeah, she painted it nice
A quick love bomb just to freeze me in ice
Weaponized affection, then she cut the cord
Left me in the static, staring at the floor
Now the midnight hits and the shadows start to grow
Demons in my bedroom putting on a show
They whisper every failure, they echo her laugh
So I look for the bottle just to split 'em in half
Pour it up, light it up, chemical relief
Chasing down a ghost just to bury the grief.
(Chorus)
And I nod my head while the world goes black
Walking on a tightrope, no way back
Closer to the edge than I care to admit
Trying to erase her and the fire she lit
Heart flatlining to a distorted beat
Chasing after comfort that I’ll never meet
Life keeps hitting hard so I heavy up the dose
Dancing with the devil till he gets too close.
(Verse 2)
Metallic taste of copper on the back of my throat
Sinking in a ocean where I used to float
She filled a void with poison then she walked away
Now I’m paying up the price every single day
Insomnia griping, eyes open wide
Nowhere left to run from the terror inside
One more pill, one more line, level out the spike
Waiting for the hammer or the lightning to strike
Chest getting heavy, room getting cold
Trading in my soul for a story untold
Just a coping mechanism running on exhaust
Counting up the pieces of everything I lost.
(Chorus)
And I nod my head while the static grows
Walking on a tightrope that nobody knows
Closer to the edge than I care to admit
Trying to erase her and the fire she lit
Heart flatlining to a distorted beat
Chasing after comfort that I’ll never meet
Life keeps hitting hard so I block out the noise
Lost in the echo of the phantom voice.
(Outro)
(The distorted 808 bass starts to stutter and glitch.)
Breaking the cycle...
Just to make it through the night...
Just to step into the light...
(The mechanical clanking from the intro returns, slowing down like a machine powering off until it cuts to absolute silence.)