Why are we back at the start of the show like damn did i just do the loop?
Now im back an outcast the scape goat of the group
Or so it seems somethings off like i got something to prove
They say that my brain is off so I got nothing to lose
The only thing left to hurt is an ego to bruise
I broke free from them chains, but I'm still tying the noose
So little time I'm running, running out of options too
Do you think you got better ideas? You wanna walk inside my shoes
Is it more than just my mind that's unraveling?
I've come to see the other force that holds me down more than gravity
Yet still I try to float through the smoke with the devil grabbing me
Am i not what you desire i guess thats something i must accept. Pushing down to go straight up this is more than some dumb rush. Why wont my soul adjust i love you but still hold back trust. Ancient times tell tales of lust. Broken hearts that time repairs yet not in total still my heart dares. Too much pride to not compare. My journeys now but can end here.
Im beyond the point of no return.
I think i saw them acting happy laughing bragging cause they got the King
Betrayal plots with Snake bites and venom stings
A worthy fight in the Inferno step into the Ring
Here but A late Bloomer plus in an early spring
Eyes dilate the train is coming and my ears ring
So black, they see white as i hear the angels sing
A game over another token in its time that i begin
Into Thick blood and the dopes thin
Like what a rush when we land it in
Heavy heart after the head spin
A strong notion of success which is wrapped in sin
Bounty hunters gotta kill to win.
Am i not what you desire i guess thats something i must accept. Pushing down to go straight up this is more than some dumb rush. Why wont my soul adjust i love you but still hold back trust. Ancient times tell tales of lust. Broken hearts that time repairs yet not in total still my heart dares. Too much pride to not compare. My journeys now but can end here.
Im beyond the point of no return.
Love potions got me stuck on her
Im asking god if i will wake up from this blur
Addiction plagued but glory bound spirit almost back to pure.
But When will i be sure
Likely when i snap and break this cycle of loss and they release a cure.
Am i not what you desire i guess thats something i must accept. Pushing down to go straight up this is more than some dumb rush. Why wont my soul adjust i love you but still hold back trust. Ancient times tell tales of lust. Broken hearts that time repairs yet not in total still my heart dares. Too much pride to not compare. My journeys now but can end here.
Im beyond the point of no return.